For all those who have given here there valuable comments and for everyone here.
I thought that there are people who dont just make a blog of everything and take things seriously & guide someone, but what I see here is like I am currently standing in a crowded Court and alone asking for justice and everyone pointing AT me.
Just let me know if you have a sister and she is married to a man just as usual arrange marriages are done.
I never had an affair but I am a 21st century girl and work within MNCs where you will have everyone as yur collegue and friend.
I got married with all my deep feelings for my present life and future & did not want to look back bause I knew I hae to make good out of my future & husband.
But afetr marriage just image yur sister complains that her husband is litrally asking her about her past and past relations.Daily there are quarells on the topic of past and just past.The husband is not even matured enough to see that he has a good wife now who is doing everything for his family and him.
But still he slaps you and gives you torture by bringing knife from the kitchen and saying that he will kill me and himself aswell.May be there are quarells because of both sides i understand but slapping I ask is a way.
Fine if I change my plan of divorce and try to adjust with him then who will from LCI come and gurantee me of my secure future when my parents wont be their in this world.
So this post was my humble request for a guidence thats it and not a cheating thing.
I got to know about LCI by google and that too on 18JAn whn i joined and posted for help.
Before that I was at my husband place and was so busy getting all tortures that diorce was never in my mind.
I have now just come to my parents house for a casual visit for festial 'Makar Sakranti' and i wish to not go bak now i the dark beause its very tough and physical torture is too painfull.
I am leaving this post now today.