Firstly my deepest regrets to you at being faced with this situation and it would be an understatement if I said I can understand what you're going through. But I do.
I am ready to share with you my experiences and consequences but cannot do so at liberty on this forum.
Please correspond with me on ajay(underscore)kumar(underscore)firstname.lastname@example.org and I'll try to be of assistance to you.
Between divorce, custody, the police, courts, newspaper, accusations, IPCs, child-not-recognizing you, working abroad, money, lawyer fees and adjucations, you'll learn to appreciate why you failed to recognize happiness when you lived the life of a free man, or happiness in taking a morning walk or even the simple happiness in sitting still with nothing to worry about.
You are the best judge of your situation and if there is still an iota of chance to reconcile with your (ex) spouse, please do this before all else.
However, if you've crossed the point of no return, then mail me and I'll try to help.
Whatever be the case...Keep calm and this too shall pass...