Dear sirs,
I got married to this girl in june 2007. We had a relationship from 2000 ( just we live in one roof but no s*xual relationship). During the period of 2005 to 2007 we were outside of india and what ever we earn we gave to her family to close their loans.
While we get married we didnt asked for dowry but we asked to share only the food expenses. Even that too they agreed first and after marriage they didnt accept to give. we left that too. The same day of marriage one of the elder from her family called me and said that dont stay long time in their house as its a love marriage so that there will be a problem for their family. That too the very next hours of our marriage they told me. even she is also insist to me. After marriage also she is not willing to have s*x with me. hardly we didnt 5 to 6 times in 9 months. When ever we are in the bed she used to find some reason to stop. Also she refused to have kid but with the force of her family and my family members she got pregnant on feb 2008. She is not willing to go to india for delivery by stating that their family will not care her as they only care the money from her.
So i do all the delivery and post delivery formalities. We went to india in 2008 december with the kid and we did the baptism in my chruch. all expenses borned by me only. Even that too their family pushed to put the hindu name for my kid. (note : she was a hindu sowrastra girl before marriage.) That gave lots of tension between me and to my family memebers. She started to fight with me for this and telling that i never discussed with her family and with her.
After delivery she started to write to my office mail id regularly stating that we have to send the baby to her parents. She gave lots of reasons like my mom is not doing good with baby, she is very tired, she cant sleep, she cant work. (i told her to change the job also she doesnt want to leave the job).
Then with the conditions that my daughter should be practiced in tamil language only, and she should be taken to chruch every week, and keep the baby in good manner. she agreed first.
later after sending there her father called her and they speak in their language only i cant understand. and what ever decision about my daughter they both talk (she and her father) and finally just inform me that they are going to do this. only thing they need is i have to spend the money to them. On top of that every month they asked us to give money to their family expenses. we were giving. but it was raising.
When ever my daughter speak to me i need a translator to tell me what she speak to me. So i insist my wife to tell her family to practice tamil. even they can speak tamil well as they live in tamilnadu. but instead of they she and her family started to fight with me. They made a big mess during the ear piercing ceremony of my daughter.
Her father blackmailed us to give money to bulid their house. i gave it. even after also (more than budgeted amount) he asked more and more and i refused because i dont have any savings for me and my daugther.
she is not ready to do any house holds, not willing to go fr the office function, not willing to go to my colleques get together, but i have to go for her office functions. When ever time permits she wanted to sleep. from 2005 till 2010 i was cooking and very rarely she cook.
even her sisters marriage also they didnt give a single respect to me or my family. in every aspects she goes hand on hand with her family. so in 2012 i told her that instead of fighting everyday and it give mental pressure we will go seperated. she agreed first. Then later after discussing with her family she started to resist and asked me to file the petition. Even she told me to find a lawyer to file mutual , she asked for the drafts, i prepare the drafts. she talked to the lawyer also. But once her family said not to give she refused now.
Now i put a petition after discussing with my lawyer in jan 2013, even after that she put so many conditions, like my moms visit to my daughter will be restricted. my mom had to move frm the current house(we are near by living), i should not give money for my daughters expenses, she will not give the gold i saved for my kid, my relatives should not visit my daughter, i should speak to my daughter regularly, and so on. so that we will file a mutual settlement.
i accepted all these then she said she will put a counter fit. Now she is making mess of all these and put me in mental stress. note that not even a single day we live with out fight. everyday some issues she brought and she cant control her anger any more. With her anger when i told her one time be my wife or be your dads daughter she spit on my face. this humilation made me to take strong decision. i never hit her. when ever iget anger i puched the wall of hurt myself only.
please tell me what to do. i am so stressed.